So Far Today

This morning, I didn't wake up until almost 9:30, which is very strange for me. I got up, ate some leftovers for breakfast, and took my husband his phone at work because he forgot it and he's supposed to have it on him. And then I came home, and filed for unemployment. This past week has been kind of hellish. H's job isn't paying as well as we need it to yet, and right now, I'm bringing in zero money. I am terrified of not getting to start my "new" job until the new year, which will mean two solid months of no income. I'm stressed out and going more than a little bit crazy. I've not got sweets in the house at the moment, and I've managed to not eat everything else we have in the house. That's progress, I suppose. Tonight we have H's company Christmas party. I can't say I'm REALLY looking forward to it, but I'm excited to meet the people he works with. So far I count today as a win. I've been seriously flirting with the idea of going to an OA meeting this week if I don't get to start work. It's a scary concept, but cheaper than counseling, which is not in the cards right now.